Expect Nothing

I count on one thing; the same God who never fails will not fail me now...In the waiting, the same God who's never late is working all things out." Vertical Worship (Yes I will) In any aspect of life, when you have forward momentum and an obstacle interrupts that momentum, progress is halted. Most frequently, … Continue reading Expect Nothing →

Plan C – Taking the Pills

I am grateful for the couple of pain-free days. Truly, I am. It was a great reprieve, I felt alive again. I wanted to run a mile, or dance in the rain, shout from the rooftops. When you have spent every moment in pain for years, even one day with no pain is worth celebrating … Continue reading Plan C – Taking the Pills →

Learning to Live in the Gray

I was well into my thirties before I realized that my mind doesn't work the same as everyone else's mind. I don't see gray, I see black or white. There is no middle ground - you either are or you aren't, you're in or you're out. Some people think outside of the box, and I … Continue reading Learning to Live in the Gray →

I Can’t…and That’s Okay

I can't. Those are two words I seldom use together. Growing up, my mom was determined to make sure I was never in a position where I would have to rely on anyone (as she had been let down too many times). When I said I can't, she would correct me and tell me that … Continue reading I Can’t…and That’s Okay →

From Dog to Daughter

I have three dogs. Well, technically, I have one dog and each of my children has a dog...which means I have three dogs. I am not a dog person. Really, I am not a pet person. My husband, however, loves dogs and insists on having one. I made a comment years ago that if I … Continue reading From Dog to Daughter →

Plan B

Yesterday was tough. In the morning, my nose was a little drippy. I sneezed a few times and thought that there must be some allergens in the air. By the afternoon, I felt the familiar pain in my lower left abdomen with every sneeze. I expected the pain, just not until Sunday. By the evening, … Continue reading Plan B →

Juiced

I woke up on day one to a text from my aunt in Arizona. She sent me a scripture and a photo of her juice. I am the person who does this kind of stuff for other people, and I am not used to being on the receiving end. It is humbling, encouraging, and it … Continue reading Juiced →

Plan A

I have learned over time that there are two things I need when making a big change, a life change. The first is time. Time to prepare mentally, to make a plan. The other is accountability. When I quit smoking, for instance, I knew for years that I wanted to quit. I would throw full … Continue reading Plan A →

I Am Weak

Have you ever had to wait for the results of a blood test? As we age, our doctors will order routine blood work just to make sure everything is normal. Some of us will get a little apprehensive even though we have no symptoms. But that is not what I am talking about. Have you … Continue reading I Am Weak →